Flights and Car.......... Check!

I found out today that Skyeler won't know that he is graduating till the Tuesday before graduation. Seriously! So since it is so close I reserved my flights and my car! Relieved but now ever so much more stressed. Now it is official, I'm flying all alone across country. I have never done anything like that before and it just really makes me miss Skyeler. I need him. I am so anxious to see him and be able to receive a hug from him. I am starting to stress about the next 1.5 months and moving and getting everything ready.... I'm thinking I'm stressing so much because I haven't received a letter yet this week. I haven't heard anything since Saturday. I think my Skyeler withdrawal is taking its toll on me. So maybe I'll go cuddle with my soldier bear Patriot and watch a movie. I seriously can't wait till I see Skyeler.