Changes

So there are going to be some changes for Skyeler and I soon. We have decided to head back up north. We will be in my parents basement hopefully for only a short short time. I have really been wanting my own apartment for a long time. In fact I've been wanting one ever since we knew that we were going to have to move down to Richfield to Skyeler dad's basement in July of 2010. So it has been a very long and difficult year for me. I admit I have been extremely jealous of everyone! Especially of a certain couple. I hate seeing how good and somewhat perfect other people's lives are including jobs, activities, housing, relationships etc.. then looking at mine and seeing how not perfect it is.

Hopefully now that we are starting our changes in life I might be a little bit more likely to enjoy the ride that life takes us. I know that everybody has a different situation and good's and bad's in life but I'm human and just want things to be good right now and not have to wait for it. So it is just doing what is in my power to make things better. I just hope it works so I can feel happy with my life and not so jealous of others.

Wish me good luck because the day after tomorrow is when we head up to Bountiful. I just really hope we can both find jobs that will support us so we don't have to feel like we are poor and be able to find a decent and clean place to live that isn't super expensive and will let us have my puppy.

Do you think it is possible? To find a place that is not really expensive and will let me have my puppy?