A difficult day

Today was Aunt Kathy's funeral and I would have to say it was a difficult day for me. I have been under a huge amount of stress the past couple days and I was one of the speakers. So the funeral, knowing that I was going to speak and some other events that occurred has basically sent me over the edge. I feel like I was a mess but somehow I was able to give a nice tribute. I really felt the power of the prayers that were given. Speaking was also not quite as big of a deal as I was making it to be. I like it when that happens. But now I have a headache and I am very tired. So I'll go put in a movie and try to relax.