Almost ready

I am finally feeling a little bit better about school coming up fast. I went and talked to the advisor for this area and I feel alot better. I still haven't gotten my acceptance letter yet and I don't know when that is going to come. But it better hurry fast because I need it in order to figure everything else out. But at least I know how to register, figure out books, this and that and basically what to expect. Also I was given a scholarship application. They have about $4o,000 for the South west region. So I think that I'm bound to get something if they give each person anywhere from 500-1000 bucks. At least it would pay for books. But I still feel worried because I don't have everything ready. But slowly but surely I'm going to be ready.

Job hunting isn't going the best. There are some jobs that seem interesting but I feel unqualified for them, but these jobs would give me experience in the psychology job field, but I'm totally unqualified but....... Other than that its just getting my butt in gear and going and putting in an application for the butt wiping crew. OH JOY!! ( I hope you can see my sarcasm) It would be a job. And anything is better than what we have now. I just hate feeling this stressed and overwhelmed. I still feel that I hate life even though I'm getting over it slowly. I just want something to happen. A job, school, something!!!! I hate feeling like your life is on hold and that all you do is waste your life away with nothing. That your going nowhere. I'm sure you know what I'm feeling.