Finally, Some Answers!!!!

Skyeler and I finally made it to a doc and got some answers about what the crap is going on. I am sorry to say that the baby is gone. When he took the ultra sound the baby was the size of only 6 weeks instead of what it should be now at 8 weeks. So It has been gone a while. But he did clear up many things from the hospital. 1. He had the summary of the Ultra sound that they did. (that would have been nice to have) 2. He had the actual HCG count. Needless to say the E.R. doc sucked. He told us that the levels were good at around 90,000. Well according to the papers that Doctor Saunders had the HCG levels were at 96,000 ish. So when I had my 2nd HCG test it had actually dropped 4,000 instead of increasing by 2,000. That really does make a difference!!!! So the doctor apologized to the fact that he had to tell me news like that when this was our first time meeting. But He did go and give me options on what I do from here and really informed me and he was just so helpful, understanding, and caring. I will for sure go back to this guy again!!! But now we have chosen to help the passing of the baby and whatever is left in there by taking some meds that makes the uterus contract. So its not over yet. But I know everything will be ok and that there is a next time and everything will be different.

This really has been a weird blessing in disguise. I feel less stress about our situation, (even though it is still quite stressful to find a job), but I feel that everything that has happened has brought Skyeler and I closer together in our relationship and I just feel comforted in everything. Thank you all for your many prayers on our behalf.