Not Feeling Well

I swear this year was made for me to not feel well. But I guess now I have a very good excuse. On April 7th Skyeler and I found out that we will be adding to our family. Basically I'm pregnant and about 7 weeks along. Main symptoms, tired, nauseated, sore, nauseous, hungry, and did I mention I'm really nauseous?? As of today I have only thrown up once and I really hope that is the only time that I do. Skyeler has been the best ever though, he is so willing to get me food and almost whatever I want. The past couple days I have wanted hamburgers. But do to the lack of money I have had to go without. But here is how I told Sky. He has told me to go take a test so I did and when I finally came out of the bathroom he was sitting in a chair right outside of the door, he looked up at me and I said it was positive. Well he didn't believe me because he had been prepping himself for a Negative. So I told him again, it says its positive, Sky's response "No your not, your just teasing me", by this time I got kinda frustrated cause you would think this was a special moment. So I told him for a 3rd or 4th I kinda lost track on how many times I had to tell him that I am pregnant and if you don't believe me go look in the trash for the test. Well he had to go look for himself, and I showed him that it was positive and finally he believed me. (Here is the Announcement Duck, notice it is not wearing a bag but it is actually a diaper with a safety pin.)



To add to all my sickness and that of not feeling well, I just finished up with the stress of finals and the close of a semester. But along with the close of school this year mine and Skyeler's jobs at the school have ended. Mine actually ended April 2nd because I worked way to much and I ran out of work study funds. So now Sky and I will be living off of 2.5 hours a week that I make as a Home Health aid. I should be getting some new clients soon. But that all depends on if I'm well enough to take them, but I have asked for no lifting and it was mentioned that there are plenty of clients that only require company. So pray I get something like that. We both have faith that out Heavenly Father will provide for us soon. We are doing everything we can to find jobs. So add all that at once to finding out your pregnant and see how you feel. Then you will know how my life is at the moment.
I also know that everyone who knows our situation is worried but please don't mention that we need to go find jobs. I'm very aware of that. Especially since I tend to OVER worry and stress over simple and small things. But please if you can just help out with the job hunt and let us know if there is anything open that you can see. Sky and I know what we need to do and were doing it but we also realized everything is in the hands of our Lord so prayer and fasting would be a plus. He has given us a special gift of a tiny and precious 4-5 mm child who I already Love so much. (I even talk to it and tell it daily of how special it is to us and how much I'm in love with it. (I hate calling it and it.)) But the lord will not make it so we can't take care of our family. Faith comes first.